Most of my posts are not very personal. This one will be different. This post is about following God's Lead to find TREMENDOUS PEACE!
For many moons now God has been telling me to take a huge leap of faith...as strange as it may sound He has actually told me it was time to leave my husband. It is a long, very sordid story but suffice it to say after many years of trying all I could I had to admit that my husband of 18+ years just was not that into me and I deserve more.
So on 9/11 I jumped off the cliff and kicked my husband out. Since then I have felt nothing but tremendous peace! Admittedly I was very angry that day (God had to really throw a brick at my head to get me to jump and OUCH it hurt!) but once I packed all his stuff and cried a few tears of pure anger, I released it to God and have felt just fine since.
I've already hired an attorney, the forms have been filed and the pre-trial date has been set so this is definitely happening. Try as I might to feel some sorrow, to mourn for the loss of this relationship, God simply will not let me shed any tears or suffer anymore pain at the hands of this man...and IT FEELS GREAT! A huge burden has been lifted off my shoulders. I do not know for sure what God has in store for me but I am COMPLETELY confident that it is something so wonderful and perfect it will blow my mind.
***I need to go on record and say I do not harbor ANY hatred or resentment towards my ex. He is after all the father of my three marvelous children. I think he is a wonderful friend, son, brother and coach. I can now fondly look back at our long relationship and appreciate the lessons I needed to learn from that journey and for that wisdom/strength/knowledge/fortitude I gained by being married to him, I am eternally grateful.***
Quote of the day:
There is no greater joy in life than knowing you are walking a righteous walk with God!
E.L. Williams
For many moons now God has been telling me to take a huge leap of faith...as strange as it may sound He has actually told me it was time to leave my husband. It is a long, very sordid story but suffice it to say after many years of trying all I could I had to admit that my husband of 18+ years just was not that into me and I deserve more.
So on 9/11 I jumped off the cliff and kicked my husband out. Since then I have felt nothing but tremendous peace! Admittedly I was very angry that day (God had to really throw a brick at my head to get me to jump and OUCH it hurt!) but once I packed all his stuff and cried a few tears of pure anger, I released it to God and have felt just fine since.
I've already hired an attorney, the forms have been filed and the pre-trial date has been set so this is definitely happening. Try as I might to feel some sorrow, to mourn for the loss of this relationship, God simply will not let me shed any tears or suffer anymore pain at the hands of this man...and IT FEELS GREAT! A huge burden has been lifted off my shoulders. I do not know for sure what God has in store for me but I am COMPLETELY confident that it is something so wonderful and perfect it will blow my mind.
***I need to go on record and say I do not harbor ANY hatred or resentment towards my ex. He is after all the father of my three marvelous children. I think he is a wonderful friend, son, brother and coach. I can now fondly look back at our long relationship and appreciate the lessons I needed to learn from that journey and for that wisdom/strength/knowledge/fortitude I gained by being married to him, I am eternally grateful.***
Quote of the day:
There is no greater joy in life than knowing you are walking a righteous walk with God!
E.L. Williams
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